MY CHILD BY: LAURA SMITH
When I saw you in the ultrasound
There you were in my womb.
When the day came that you were born,
There you were in the room.
Love at first sight
When I saw your precious tiny face.
Yea that’s right,
Perfect little face, perfect little nose,
Tiny little feet, tiny little toes.
I never knew what love was
Till the day I had you.
You are and always will be my perfect angel.
I never knew pain and heartbreak
Till they took you away,
I’ll never even get over that horrible day
My heart was ripped out of my chest,
I still have nightmares.
Hardly able to rest.
Now there’s a huge hole where my heart used to be.
My tears are blinding
Making it harder to see.
I never know pain
Till that cold dreadful day,
The boogeyman is real
He took you away.
My life fell apart
As my judgment was off
It didn’t bother them a bit
Afterward drank beer
And then they played golf
To them you’re a number
A paycheck in their pocket
To me you are everything
Not just a name on the docket
Pleased know just because you can’t see me
Doesn’t mean I’m not here
Hopefully the day we are together again
Is drawing near
I’ll never be right
Till you come home
I’ll always be more than a friend or a brother,
I am the one and only
Your heartbroken Mother
Dedicated to Jacob, Joseph, Haylee, and Emmalee Smith
My beautiful and beloved children.